The confidence that I have when I dance making me feel invincible and taking me out of depression for the time that music is playing and I see others staring at me. Appreciating myself, my obsession with self image and music always gave me that. 

I didn't only record my conversations I often also video record my walks at night when I'm alone almost as a way of meditating and going back in time. 

Why the importance of creating a new language for myself.